17 May 2022
Hi. Yes, I'm still alive. Not that anyone here cares, apparently. Does anyone even still use LiveJournal?
I finally managed to get a job, although I still have to live with my parents because there is nowhere in the area that is both affordable and pet-friendly. At least I do actually live in a house again though.
I've pretty much left the Supernatural fandom now. Which is sad really; it was a huge part of my life for so many years. But the ending of the show really felt like a kick in the gut. Maybe it's just me, but thinking about the Winchesters and knowing they are canonically dead is depressing. And then there was also fandom drama I just couldn't make myself care about anymore. So yeah. That's the end of that, I suppose.
But I feel like between moving to a new country and falling out of the fandom, I've lost all my friends. It's a very lonely feeling. And I have no idea how to fix it.