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i just spent..well, a long fucking time individually getting rid of each and every post since i started posting back in may 2004. i started because ben and joe left for the summer... and really i had nothing better to do than to reflect.
so here i am again. alone. brian's in montreal, darya's home, g's out doing what g does, and ilan's far far away...
time for bullshit new year's resolutions. this time, i have to apply them... i have no choice.
1. find a part time job for mornings
2. save save save
3. keep track of spending, detailed records
4. get fit (yoga, pilates, whatever, at least 3 times a week)
5. drink more water/natural liquids
6. only eat out once a week at most (pack a fucking lunch bitch)
7. visit home more often
8. stop smoking, stop, not cut down
all of these things i can physically do. its the mental shit i need to work on.
1. learn to ask for help
2. stop being so goddamn cocky
3. treat those who love me better
my new life starts january 1st. im working on becoming a new person, in a new location, joining the few i know that were brave enough to have already made the switch. here i come!
right now im actively searching for rooms for rent with no leases or contracts. today i found a nice house. it has 6 bedrooms (ya...a little too many), 2 bathrooms, 3 floors, and each rooms rent is only $390. best of all, its month to month. idealy i'd get my own place. the cheapest i found so far was a beautiful bachelor for $575. it was fucking taken when i called. idealy the room would be close to work, with people in their twenties, not students, with a washer/dryer. is that too much to ask?! ..apparently it is, this time of year... it fucking is. fuckers. i hate you all.
$#%#^*$^%*@#$%!#@$!*#*($&#^&%$G^QHW#T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so here i am again. alone. brian's in montreal, darya's home, g's out doing what g does, and ilan's far far away...
time for bullshit new year's resolutions. this time, i have to apply them... i have no choice.
1. find a part time job for mornings
2. save save save
3. keep track of spending, detailed records
4. get fit (yoga, pilates, whatever, at least 3 times a week)
5. drink more water/natural liquids
6. only eat out once a week at most (pack a fucking lunch bitch)
7. visit home more often
8. stop smoking, stop, not cut down
all of these things i can physically do. its the mental shit i need to work on.
1. learn to ask for help
2. stop being so goddamn cocky
3. treat those who love me better
my new life starts january 1st. im working on becoming a new person, in a new location, joining the few i know that were brave enough to have already made the switch. here i come!
right now im actively searching for rooms for rent with no leases or contracts. today i found a nice house. it has 6 bedrooms (ya...a little too many), 2 bathrooms, 3 floors, and each rooms rent is only $390. best of all, its month to month. idealy i'd get my own place. the cheapest i found so far was a beautiful bachelor for $575. it was fucking taken when i called. idealy the room would be close to work, with people in their twenties, not students, with a washer/dryer. is that too much to ask?! ..apparently it is, this time of year... it fucking is. fuckers. i hate you all.
$#%#^*$^%*@#$%!#@$!*#*($&#^&%$G^QHW#T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!