Nov 26, 2006 04:57
Well my trust in the majority of the people in my life has been diminished. I could care less, I mean if you're going to act like a bunch of immature primates that's fine with me. More power to you. Just don't expect me to confide in you because I can't.Oh and don't act hurt. Of all the rubbish you put me through, this is nothing. I'm counting down the days until this show is over. I expected more common consideration from this cast. I guess I was wrong, again. I'm sick of this. And it really hurts. It does. And I really wish I had someone to talk to but I can't trust anyone. And thatss fine. But the last thing I will do is break down into tears, even though I am a 'diva' and I know I'm better than everyone else. And that probably hurts more. Things were blown out of proportion. Way out of proportion. But I can't make you believe anything you don't want to. So this is probably a bad idea, typing this up. Because I know its going to come back and hit me right in the face. But I could care less. Go ahead and talk all you want. I won't stop you. Belittle me. Make me feel like garbage. Anything to make you feel better. I believe to look for the good in people, no matter how horrid they are that there is always some good in them. Sadly, I'm tired of searching. So I give up. I don't know what else to say.
I just give up.
I'm sorry
tired,
alone,
the playhouse,
upset,
stabbed in the back