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[little_brunette]

this summer i am going to read
i want to find my library card
so on everyday that i have nothing to do and it is not raining
i can walk to the library and then go to a patch of grass and read
just read
i remember when i was a kid that is what i did most of the summer
lie on a patch of grass and read
immerse myself in something that had nothing to do with myself or my life
lost in something

this summer i want to lose myself

i feel so angry
and hurt
and then more angry for letting myself be hurt
i do not know how to get rid of the anger other then losing myself

according to this Sartre
emotion is consciousness intending the world to become degraded
according to Janet
emotion is a way of dealing with situations that are too difficult to take the high road