for me

Mar 13, 2008 14:14

Trying to get inspired to make a poster for my little art place. So I took a magazine from the pile of magazines around me a magazine where my dear friend Marlon contributed to. Sometimes I really wish Marlon was still here coz I know he would really be thrilled to have this place. I’m sure it he was still with us he would just go telling me what to do how to do it. Being the bossy guy that he is I would have loved to hear his thought about this place.

All I have is memories of how he would like it to be. As a person who loves to take pictures Marlon has played a big part of my life he is my mentor and I’d like to think he still is now. Whenever I’d do photo shoots or personal pictures he always comes to my head. Sometimes I’m scared if I’ll ever live up to what he has expected me to be. But I know for sure he would have been really proud of Ate Ana and Me for having this art place. I miss Marlon today I remember how he would correct me when it comes to doing layouts to how he would always tell me your work represents you. And darn it’s so difficult to live up to that. I am my worse critic. I hate myself when I would end up just going for better instead of the best. But for this I gave my best and still giving even more my worst enemy is myself because it takes so much more discipline when you are self employed. So much ideas running in my head making it happen is the hard part. How I wish Marlon was here to tell me I’m pretty sure he would have so much to share.

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