Dec 07, 2007 15:46
I just finished writing an old friend a letter and I’m a little emotional so tears started flowing down from my eyes I guess writing the letter reminded me of good and bad memories. Things and moments you just can’t help but miss. Knowing that this person has a special place in your heart and what brought you together. I’m a strong believer of everything happens for a reason whether it be good or bad. That life is a chain of reaction towards certain events that took place in your life moments leading from one to the other. I can’t explain the relief I have in my heart knowing that time heal all wounds with the understanding that things will not be the same. It’s enough that forgiveness was shared.
I am thankful for life and God’s endless blessings that I want to fix things or say sorry for those I may have hurt in the past. And just have peace with those who I accepted as friends in my life that I somewhat had some misunderstandings with even past relationships that didn’t work out that somehow ended nasty I want to somehow have peace with them for they have been greatly a part of my life and has helped me become who I am now because of those moments and experiences. I don’t expect friendship only forgiveness both ways. I guess that’s somehow my wishful thinking besides its Christmas when love and forgiveness is most prominent. Let’s just see how things will go.