Brain storming with my dad...
Brain storming with my dad…I think he’s as excited as I am or even more. My dad is an artist as well I guess he is my biggest influence when in comes to why I was interested in art. As a kid I was already surrounded by his drawings and his shirt designs. Up until now I am still my dads biggest fan. My dad has his own eccentricity and his ideas are amazing most of the time. Early this afternoon we had a bonding session and I really feel he likes what I’m planning to do truth is all of us in our family can draw and is somewhat an artists. It seems to me all his creative ideas was flowing while I was short of doing the planning of how I want things done. We walked around the yard and with him showing me his ideas of how he wants me to make furniture and how I should do the lighting of what I’m planning to have done. It’s nice to have these types of bonding sessions with my dad because he is so enthusiastic to talk with and with all his stories of his old artist friends. He told me that Ben Cab had shirts made in the past with his design. My dad has made some really nice rustic furniture I even had one with me when I used to live in a condo. Truth is we have so much junk in the house things my dad collected through the years that he plans to create something with and out of the many he has made less than 10 I think but now his ideas are just flowing and I think those ideas will be put into use and will be created. I my self can’t wait till those wonderful ideas take place. I really had fun and he was really nice to find me the things I need making sure I don’t get ripped off for what I want done.
The more I become brave to do all this because of the support I’m getting.
One the other hand I don’t need this feelings right now it’s no longer just because…it’s enough to know what I feel is as real as it can get and maybe in time I will want all this feelings again but for now all I need is courage and to continue believing that anything is possible. I will use all this emotion to my advantage I will draw strength from it and confidence the drive to want more. I will draw strength from each and every experience I had in my life good or bad.
I wanted to make amends with a certain someone but thoughts of the past brought tears to my eyes maybe it’s not time yet but I will make it a point that I do. I want to do it for myself.