Truth is...
Truth is I'm still madly in love with you...but I've learned to let it all go because I can't make you love me. This heart has never been as stubborn as it is now but it has never been as forgiving and as kind as it is to you. I miss you every now and then but not as often. You still cross my mind at least ones in any given day. You have captivated my body and soul but you know I love you enough to let it all go to let you be happy with what you want. Sometimes before I go to that special place in my heart where I've kept you...I'd repeatedly remind myself how mean you were to me so I wouldn't go there and rekindle every reason and every bit of feelings I have for you. I have managed to contain it but every once in a while the feeling of love for you escapes...and when it does the desire to see you gets all fired up and the temptation to say how I feel grows but I have to snap out of it and remind myself of one truth ...you don't love me.