Feb 27, 2007 12:09
I don’t feel like doing anything. I just want to go to the beach and enjoy myself and that is something so difficult to do. Sometimes the thought of happiness can also be difficult when you feel so sad inside.
Who are we to judge anyone and claim to be better? Are we so pure that we can just starting judging someone for ones actions? Do we know what’s in each others hearts to completely understand the person? Please be the one to throw stones at me if you have not sinned yourself.
If you haven’t fallen in love yourself don’t make it seem you know better because you wouldn’t understand the experience not even those who has fallen in love can compare what each is experiencing because it’s something entirely different. It can be similar but it can never be the same. I have fallen in love more than ones but I can’t say that the experience is the same as the other.
I know we are not all perfect and usually God allows us to have perfect moments and this can only be experienced by each individual. Sometimes a perfect moment can be one sided it may not be perfect for the one your with unless the person expresses what they are experiencing and what the person is feeling. Who are we to say what makes a person happy or what makes us sad.
Usually it’s the unexpected moments that gets to me and sticks to my heart that makes it so difficult to let go. It’s that first kiss that makes your world spin and stop as if everything is just magic. It was those 10 seconds of unexpected passion when I didn’t have to think and worry all I understood was it felt right.
We are subject to our own actions as friends we can only give advices without expecting the person to follow our advices. When all fails we are still friends to hold each others hands and let the person know this too shall pass. Things will be better to cry when you need to. Most importantly to let our friends know that I am here to be with you and help you go through this as many times as it takes for I will always be your friend I am not here just for the moments we enjoy most it’s also for the times when you feel low when you feel that nothing seems to be right. We are always given choices even if we made the wrong choice we are still subject to the reaction of our actions it’s something we have to live and be responsible with. Let’s try not to blame it on one another even when it’s easier to just blame others than ourselves. We should always be accountable for it.
Sometimes no matter how silly we get just because we fell in love or we have loved no one can tell you what you’re experiencing inside for the short moments that you felt happy no one can come to understand the feeling your experiencing when your risking everything you’ve got just because you love it’s an experience always worth giving even to those who may seem to not deserve it. Who are we to say who deserves to be loved or not. If we are willing to give it then maybe it was worth the shot even if it doesn’t end in a happy ending story.
No regrets you know you’ve tried hard enough that should be enough to feel right. Never regret loving someone for it’s the most wonderful feeling you can ever get. Loving yourself doesn’t even come close to the feeling it brings you when you love another. By nature we long to love and be loved no matter how hurt you may be we will always long for this. All I know is at least I know I tried and that I am capable of loving with all hopes that the person will be happy sometimes with out thinking if you well be happy after everything.
The greatest love the world has known. It’s the kind of love Jesus Christ has given all. He showed us that even when in pain and being crucified mocked and belittled by people he was trying to save all he asked from God was to forgive them for they do not know what they are doing. So he teaches us to love others sometimes even when you’re hurting you don’t have to bestow the same pain but maybe to show more kindness to love those who may not seem worthy to love. That we don’t even have the right to pass judgment to those who have caused him pain for he still cared for them. He saw beyond their actions, he saw their soul. He was trying to save the most fallen. He has also showed us that loving God was what we needed to do he was willing to go through all that just to give us God.
To humble ourselves can be the most difficult thing to do because we have become arrogant and self-absorbed we have been thought by the world to love ourselves making us think that this is the greatest love of all. In reality its selfless love that makes us feels extraordinary. It gives us a different kind of happiness. Loving ourselves has caused more breakups and broken families. Because of that idea it’s easier to just give up than try for we would end up thinking we always deserve better. This is embedded in the minds of both male and female species that’s why man take what ever they wanna take from those who are willing to give and now a days most women does the same thing so it’s this unending cycle of selfishness. It’s taking and takes no longer give and take.
We have learned to adapt to the world making our values warped or distorted and we have learned to justify our actions with what the world has become. We have been dictated to be who we are not. Our own morals altered to accept immoral activities. Do we really have a complete understanding about religion? What it really means? Religion is not a particular sect or a particular group. Religion is cultivating love for God and in reality this is what Jesus Christ is teaching us but now a days we use religion to salvage us from our sinful actions sometimes repeated sinful actions using God or Christ as our doormat. We pray for things yet do even pray for our hearts to be closer to Him?
I may be guilty of simply adapting to how the world is and not keeping the faith. I have changed so much just to be accepted and honestly it’s not easy to go back and give up everything that I am now. But I understand His kindness and that will always be in my heart it will always draw me to remembrance the life I have led before all this. Every time I feel lost I try to find Him. He keeps me sane and helps me see who I really am.