I don't know what do...

[little_blueboy]

I completely understand what you feel and will respect what you want to do. What I feel about you is all together driving me crazy. You scare me too. I don't know how to stop myself if I can only tell you what I feel every time your around. I can't be normal. I have to endure whatever it takes. I wish things were all different.

I never wanted for things to be this way...I always thought it was all a joke and that I was just entertaining myself with what I feel.