Sep 25, 2008 12:17
So I'm here. Yup. The past few weeks have sucked ass beyond, I think, almost anything I have experienced before. But its ok...everyone is doing alright, as good as can be expected I think.
I had my first screw up at work yesturday, but I think they may have found the problem. About as minor a screw up as you can have...which is good as they have just given me more responisibility. They had wanted to before the wedding but didn't because I thought my mind would be to clouded...I think it was way more clouded these last few weeks.
On that note, finiancial crisis...um...if your money is in an FDIC insured bank you are insured up to $100,000. Don't go all crazy and take out all your money and hide it under a floor board. Thats how banking crisises really start...and your money is pretty likely to disappear and you'll have no one to blame but yourself and whoever took it.
Moving on, back to the point.
Nikki's husband and daughters seem to be doing alright, mom has checked in a few times. And mom is doing ok, but she has been going non-stop. This weekend when she doesn't have to work will be the test.
Me? I'm ok I guess. Had a few minor meltdowns...one over flying to Disney world of all things. Another tiny one last night that I think was a combo of all this stress and some stuff pent up that shouldn't have been. But what can ya do?
I have also decided that it is time to get healthy. Eat better, excersize more, Nick and I are going to do it together which I think will be very helpful. I don't want to lose a ton of weight or anything, I just want to feel better, and he does too. My goal is to be able to fit into my college graduation dress....we shall see how it goes. But, if I can't do that, I will consider myself sucessful if I feel better and have more energy.
All in all though life is moving on. We have been crazy busy, as always, and with the feeling of fall in the air comes very busy times ahead with the fast approaching holidays. This year is just flying....