WhAt DoEsNt KiLl YoU wIlL mAkE yOu StRoNgEr
How come once you find the perfect guy... sweet.. thoughtful..gorgeous.. spoils you.. everything you could ever want it just doesnt work?? I have tried sooo hard to like him!! I guess i just need to get over the other guy that i cant have first.. he ruined everything!! why did i even start things with him i knew nothing good could come from it!! oh well i guess you learn things from every experience... ok so i started talking to heather again and it kinda made me mad that all of a sudden tt and caitlin decided and i didnt even get to tell heather how i felt b4 when i wanted to talk and they do... it just looked like i went along with them cuz they decided.. maybe she will find that out later i dont know..i am such an emotional person now. i changed so much after alex atwood died.. i mean i cry for no reason sometimes and anything that happens i am really sensitive..ok this is really funnny!! hahahaha ok josh groban was on that tsunami thing singing and it was about someone in heaven smiling down on you and wishing that you could see them again and all this stuff and i started crying!! I CRIED TO A JOSH GROBAN SONG!! i felt like such an old lady haha gosh!! ne ways i g2g finals r tomorrow ewwy!!! ok