Oct 09, 2004 14:06
That was for ryan!!! haha oh man i guess everyone is having a crappy life right now!!! no joke...i really am over all my so called friends in palmdale..i just always feel alone with no one to go to and the only person i tell everything to(sarah) lives 45 mins away..wut ever!! moriya ur parents r NUTS!!!! U R NOT FAT U DORK!!! U R SKINNY AS HELL and sarah control ur self child hahah breaking windows geeez jkjk!!! i love u guys sooo much u have no idea..well i am coming down in a couple hours yipppeeeeeeeee.. i still havent figured out how to respond to ur guys journal guys.. haha immma retard oh well..y cant i find a guy that likes me and i like him at the same time..WITHOUT A GIRLFRIEND???? not much to ask for.. really!! i dont know y i go for the guys who treat me like crap..ne one in the same boat?? i believe so.. bOyS aRe StUiPiD tHrOw RoCkS aT tHeM!!!!i miss alex atwood and it has really been hitting me hard cuz i havent seen him in so long i i guess i just expect him to come back with his cute little smile and say "oh fo sho" i wish i could hear those words again from him..:( i miss you alex and i hope u always watch over us and make sure no one else gets hurt!!mwa.. well im out gotta pack my wardrobe to take to sarahs casa!!!