Sep 16, 2007 15:31
it's my birthdayy tomorrow : ) big 1-8.
this weekend at home has been a lot less than i imagined. dont get me wrong, it was great seeing my mom & dad & my brother. and katelyn & alex & mel. & all the old cheerleaders. but i had my hopes up for him, and he kind of let me down. and i got pissed, said things i shouldnt have said, and therefore i let myself down. blehh. i really miss him. and i hope by giving him his space, he realizes he misses me too.
im a little nervous about tomorrow. im excited to hang out with my girlllls. and get my tattoo : ) but im really worried that he's not gona wish me a happy birthday. and that will break my heart. damnnn. this whole love stuff stinks. lol. well. we'll see how it goes.
call / text tomorrow and wish me a happy birthdayyy! <333