late
lately i have kinda lost my way i think i lost one of my best friends but w/e i care but ya know what.... i can do anything about im just a "dumb boy".. it wasnt all my falt but i will take alot of the blame but not all.
i just dont know what to do...
well now that i have only 3 or 4 true friends left i dont think this summer will be all its cracked up to be... but if i get my boat i will be god and just live on my boat.. the water and the lake are about the only think that makes me happy anymore....
when i talk to people i dont understand why they trust me with so much personal stuff like lately i have heard alot of stuff that shocked the shit out of me like that might be one of the reasons i have been so out of it like not jokeing i was scared. because i dont know what to say or what to do because the way i take like is not like they do and i see so many people go threw it and i sit there and watch and am like why do u do that to your self. and how do u do it
two night ago i begain to make beer wow i hope its good. it will be done june 12th ohhh what fun... even if i dont drink that night i plan on being one of the best nights of the year.. the relay for life. we get to walk all night (not) lol but i mean it dose mean alot to me and makes me think about my grandpa who died beacuse of cancer and other people i know that have had it and now are ok.... and think wow what would i do if i had never meet them and shit.
i think every one should lisson to the song: the freshman by the verne pipe..... and No Rain by blind melon<<<<< two of the best songs ever... it makes u think alot
well i will go now
later days
i just dont know what to do...
well now that i have only 3 or 4 true friends left i dont think this summer will be all its cracked up to be... but if i get my boat i will be god and just live on my boat.. the water and the lake are about the only think that makes me happy anymore....
when i talk to people i dont understand why they trust me with so much personal stuff like lately i have heard alot of stuff that shocked the shit out of me like that might be one of the reasons i have been so out of it like not jokeing i was scared. because i dont know what to say or what to do because the way i take like is not like they do and i see so many people go threw it and i sit there and watch and am like why do u do that to your self. and how do u do it
two night ago i begain to make beer wow i hope its good. it will be done june 12th ohhh what fun... even if i dont drink that night i plan on being one of the best nights of the year.. the relay for life. we get to walk all night (not) lol but i mean it dose mean alot to me and makes me think about my grandpa who died beacuse of cancer and other people i know that have had it and now are ok.... and think wow what would i do if i had never meet them and shit.
i think every one should lisson to the song: the freshman by the verne pipe..... and No Rain by blind melon<<<<< two of the best songs ever... it makes u think alot
well i will go now
later days