The feeling goes but my hair keeps on growing.
I have now found the icon that explains my username.
Yes, how "emo" of me. But honestly, I do not care. I say what I feel. If it isn't cool, then oh well.
I am fine with emo.
On Inspiration from Wilco and a Randomly-Found User Icon
by Heather Nicole the Bored
"You drop another heart
Another one on the street.
It's a mess out there.
You like to brag.
'Another one on the street.
It's my mess out there.'
At night, I'll come around
Cleaning your mess up
Recycling all those littered hearts."
And that, ladies and gents, is the general context of my username.
Will I set the sun
On a big-wheeled wagon
I'm bragging
I'm always in love
I remember, in Grade 3, how I thought that I was in love with Ton-ton and Mito.
I remember, in Grade 4, how I thought that past love in Grade 3 was not the real thing, and how that year, it was the real love with Maiyo.
I remember, in Grade 5, how stupid I felt, so I resorted to 'loving' Samuel, Wald and Jethro at different times of that year.
I remember, that summer before I left for the US, how I 'loved' Donnell, right after 2 minutes of meeting him.
I remember, that summer before I left for the US, how Jethro asked me to promise that I would return, and I said to myself, "Oh this is definately love."
But why was that? Why was I so eager to 'fall in love'? Why did I assume that it had to be love every time I liked a boy, never just hormonal impulses or whatever? Why did I looooove that Westlife song, and why do I still remember those feelings to this day, whenever I hear 'Swear it Again'?
The answers continue to escape me even today.
Come to think of it, even back then I was a little sucker for anything that resembles love.
Which I still am now. The username and poetry and music practically screams it out loud.
Somethings will never change.
Hooverites:
I might be leaving tonite for a vacation with my family and some family friends.
Now, I just might take up on that offer, if we do not have a plan by 4.00 PM (the Hoover dismissal time).
Please tell me what the plan is, and I will see what I can do.