dumb and pretensious
uggghhhh- tummy ache! I went to cold stone and got a "love it" sized ice cream. So sick. It hurts.
Today I was supposed to write an english essay and study for my astronomy test tomorrow. Well, the essay was too evil a task to finish. I just don't know what to write, and every time I come up with a thesis, I don't agree with myself. As far as astronomy goes, I didn't study for my biology test and I did just fine. I think that my subconscious learns for me and then on tests I'm a really good guesser. It's nice. I think that's how I was able to test out of four semesters of spanish-- it doesn't have much to do with intelligence, just good guessing.
Phil, I had lots o dried apricots and dairy tonight! Mooo haha.
So I'm think that since this is my second-to-last semester I should like, get involved with student organizations and stuff. There is a dead poets society that meets on wednesday. From their flyer they seem kinda crazy melodramatic. Sometimes I hate myself for being transparent, naive, pretensious, etc. Maybe hanging around crazy people will help me feel better about myself. Hope they're good and crazy.
Also, the University Film Alliance meets Mondays. I kinda stopped going because I made a short that got screened, but I totally hate myself in it because I seem dumb and pretensious. Like, it's so much safer to make a comedy than a drama because dramas are dumb and melodramatic when they're not professional. Yeah, so hopefully everyone has forgotten about my short by now.
Kay. gtg. bye!
Today I was supposed to write an english essay and study for my astronomy test tomorrow. Well, the essay was too evil a task to finish. I just don't know what to write, and every time I come up with a thesis, I don't agree with myself. As far as astronomy goes, I didn't study for my biology test and I did just fine. I think that my subconscious learns for me and then on tests I'm a really good guesser. It's nice. I think that's how I was able to test out of four semesters of spanish-- it doesn't have much to do with intelligence, just good guessing.
Phil, I had lots o dried apricots and dairy tonight! Mooo haha.
So I'm think that since this is my second-to-last semester I should like, get involved with student organizations and stuff. There is a dead poets society that meets on wednesday. From their flyer they seem kinda crazy melodramatic. Sometimes I hate myself for being transparent, naive, pretensious, etc. Maybe hanging around crazy people will help me feel better about myself. Hope they're good and crazy.
Also, the University Film Alliance meets Mondays. I kinda stopped going because I made a short that got screened, but I totally hate myself in it because I seem dumb and pretensious. Like, it's so much safer to make a comedy than a drama because dramas are dumb and melodramatic when they're not professional. Yeah, so hopefully everyone has forgotten about my short by now.
Kay. gtg. bye!