cos I know every man has a fear of a strong mighty woman
i can't imagine all this beauty and nobody has seen it - i for one have not seen it before my trip. there are days where i feel like i am ok, that i can go on living without an ounce of feeling in me. there are also days where i feel the world between intervals; from lunch to dinner; from shower to sleep. i will be fine, i am ok, i am ok.
(no longer have the energy to spell out everything i feel, to explain and account to everybody what the hell am i doing)