not right now. In a little bit.
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this is when i can really write
hmm. just got back from the movies. freddy vs. jason. i watched it alone. and if you think i'm a loser, fuck you and so fuck what. it took my mind off of some things that i didn't need to think about. it was all gravy until about the time that the black and white credits rolled up and i was once again able to worry. i can't help it.
if "hate" is bad and "love" is good, then why is "I hate to love and love to hate" so bad? simple math applies to non-mathematical situations it seems. negative multiplied by positive is negative. maybe there is really no such thing as a non-mathematical situation. and if a simple math principle of multiplication of a negative and a positive can be matched up and congruant with love and hate, then i can only imagine what the most complex formula would bring in terms of universal knowledge.
i wonder what she's doing RIGHT NOW. or what has happened in the past 4 hours. these are the things i think about when i feel my feelings are in danger. i can plot a segment of life in my head that might not even happen whether it be the cause or the effect.
this is me thinking.
Post phone conversation.-------------
wow. i dont know how to feel right now. i am on the verge of feeling like shit, but the only thing that keeps me from feeling like shit is my ability to understand. it's a tug o war.
this is when i can really write
hmm. just got back from the movies. freddy vs. jason. i watched it alone. and if you think i'm a loser, fuck you and so fuck what. it took my mind off of some things that i didn't need to think about. it was all gravy until about the time that the black and white credits rolled up and i was once again able to worry. i can't help it.
if "hate" is bad and "love" is good, then why is "I hate to love and love to hate" so bad? simple math applies to non-mathematical situations it seems. negative multiplied by positive is negative. maybe there is really no such thing as a non-mathematical situation. and if a simple math principle of multiplication of a negative and a positive can be matched up and congruant with love and hate, then i can only imagine what the most complex formula would bring in terms of universal knowledge.
i wonder what she's doing RIGHT NOW. or what has happened in the past 4 hours. these are the things i think about when i feel my feelings are in danger. i can plot a segment of life in my head that might not even happen whether it be the cause or the effect.
this is me thinking.
Post phone conversation.-------------
wow. i dont know how to feel right now. i am on the verge of feeling like shit, but the only thing that keeps me from feeling like shit is my ability to understand. it's a tug o war.