ever so slightly Lucid
last night i had dream. as i usually do every night, but this one i remember. I had a lot of control in this dream. I didnt make any decisions, and yet everything went how i wanted it to go or at least how i thought i wanted it to go in my dream.
I went to a party, a whole bunch of people were there. I didn't know a soul in the house. It was a mansion. Most of the things that occupied space in the house was made of a dark brown wood that shined in the dim light of the sun. I believe the sun was setting. I noticed a girl talking amongst the partiers and it was then that i realized it was Alicia Silverstone. Why her, i honestly have no clue. It makes more sense in the end of the story. It turns out that she owned the house. Next to her was her husband or fiancee. I don't remember. Knowing she was a celebrity, I went up to her to say hello and introduce myself, but tried my hardest not to act like one of those crazed fanatics that forget that celebrities are just people too. So we got into a conversation that took up most of the night. Her 'fiancee' started to suspect something, but i thought nothing of it. Feelings developed and it was awkward that she was into me. I asked her why she liked me when she was an attractive celebrity and i was just me. She couldn't answer me. I liked this. She didn't place herself above me just because she was a celebrity and i loved her for it. We left the party in my car. When we went back to her house, the party was gone and it was just us and the house maids and such. I asked her about her fiancee and she tells me that she didn't really have much interest in him anyways. She kissed me. It was really long. This was the point where I realized how much she did feel for me. We sat and talked and talked till the early light of the morning. Then something weird happened. Every object that formed a cross began to attack everyone. Everything. It's difficult to imagine, i know. Window panes, framing intersections of random things such as my bed frame. Anything that formed a cross broke off soared through the air and attacked the closest person to it in the world. It was then that i could see the entire city being engulfed by an enormous cloud that centered in the middle of the city. I looked up and saw gray clouds of what seemed to be a storm cloud. Fire rained down like a meteor shower. The world was ending. She and I jumped in my car. We drove through city and abandoned highway trying to escape the ending of the world. Thats when i wake up. When i woke up, i felt empty. Really shitty. I built something with someone and it turned out to be a dream. I didnt even care about the world ending. I just wanted to be with this person. I refer to her as person because Alicia Silverstone isn't necessarily a girl that i'm crazy for. I guess it was her because it was a girl that really i have no chance with at all. It makes no sense at all to me. A weird combination of love and fear.
I went to a party, a whole bunch of people were there. I didn't know a soul in the house. It was a mansion. Most of the things that occupied space in the house was made of a dark brown wood that shined in the dim light of the sun. I believe the sun was setting. I noticed a girl talking amongst the partiers and it was then that i realized it was Alicia Silverstone. Why her, i honestly have no clue. It makes more sense in the end of the story. It turns out that she owned the house. Next to her was her husband or fiancee. I don't remember. Knowing she was a celebrity, I went up to her to say hello and introduce myself, but tried my hardest not to act like one of those crazed fanatics that forget that celebrities are just people too. So we got into a conversation that took up most of the night. Her 'fiancee' started to suspect something, but i thought nothing of it. Feelings developed and it was awkward that she was into me. I asked her why she liked me when she was an attractive celebrity and i was just me. She couldn't answer me. I liked this. She didn't place herself above me just because she was a celebrity and i loved her for it. We left the party in my car. When we went back to her house, the party was gone and it was just us and the house maids and such. I asked her about her fiancee and she tells me that she didn't really have much interest in him anyways. She kissed me. It was really long. This was the point where I realized how much she did feel for me. We sat and talked and talked till the early light of the morning. Then something weird happened. Every object that formed a cross began to attack everyone. Everything. It's difficult to imagine, i know. Window panes, framing intersections of random things such as my bed frame. Anything that formed a cross broke off soared through the air and attacked the closest person to it in the world. It was then that i could see the entire city being engulfed by an enormous cloud that centered in the middle of the city. I looked up and saw gray clouds of what seemed to be a storm cloud. Fire rained down like a meteor shower. The world was ending. She and I jumped in my car. We drove through city and abandoned highway trying to escape the ending of the world. Thats when i wake up. When i woke up, i felt empty. Really shitty. I built something with someone and it turned out to be a dream. I didnt even care about the world ending. I just wanted to be with this person. I refer to her as person because Alicia Silverstone isn't necessarily a girl that i'm crazy for. I guess it was her because it was a girl that really i have no chance with at all. It makes no sense at all to me. A weird combination of love and fear.