days been rough but im gettin through
Here we go man. Was havin kind of a tough day today. Had a bit of a breakdown this morning. it was pretty much me and my cousin on seperate computers bitching at eachother about my me and my mom and all these bad choices we've made in our lives. My mom met a guy off the internet knew him 3 weeks visited him once for like 2 days and then decided to marry him and apck everything up and move to alabama to be with him and he turned out to be an abusive lazy ass son of a bitch and we are now back in new york cause she is divorcing him. Then we got into the me and my crazy life. what i do is meet guys off the internet or anywhere, chill with them for the day and then wind up having sex with them that same day. I have no idea why i do it either and she thinks its cause i have no self respect and everything for myself and sayin shit bout my mom and everything so i was getting pretty heated and upset and crying and all that. Eventually i started to calm down and everything and we talked about it and everything and then she said her usual crazy shit and made me laugh and i kinda quit. man Cedar point is like 2 days away cant wait cause i've never been. its gonna be great cant wait. anyways i guess thats it for today. i may update again but i dunno yet probably not till after i get back from cedar point. anyways, talk to ya'll later !!