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May 11, 2006 17:49

do you ever feel like your room is so disorganized that you just HAVE to clean it up before it blows up or something? that's the way my mind feels right now. i feel like i have to write everything down or else it'll just get so messy that if i wait long enough, it will be beyond repair. not that it's a bad kind of messy, i just feel like i need to organize. which is why i've decided to buy my own word processor. i've looked at them on ebay...it's kinda like a typewriter, only a modernized version that stores files. then i could type out whatever i wanted, whenever i wanted. kinda like a journal, only my hand won't cramp up from writing too much, which has happened to me. it's not very fun, especially when you have more to say. i found one for $69.95 and i think i might buy it. i have enough...but maybe i'll wait till i have a job. i applied for outback.:)my very first job. yay.
i need to go for a run. i feel like i'm stuck in this house with nothing to do but read. everyone seems to be busy today, the one day that i actually don't have two hours of homework, and not really much of anything else to do. i don't think i'm allowed to run on my own though because there are pedifiles in our neighborhood, apparantly. creepy...i know. i called ashley to see if she wanted to go to the beach with me but she's cooking dinner. hey! maybe that's what i'll do, i'll make dessert. i usually don't eat dessert, i just make it. it's fun. sometimes i really wish i had a car. like right about now, if i had one, i would be at books a million drinking some nice drink and reading a good book...or maybe looking at the cards to see if they have any new ones that i haven't read already. or writing in a little notebook. BAM is a magical place.
well anyways...i am bored out of my mind and when i get like that, i read a lot, and when i read a lot, i think a lot. which also makes me write a lot. and i'm just basically talking about nothing, like i was yesterday. but it doesn't matter because no one reads this, and i like it that way. oh but i guess shannon does sometimes, and that's ok. haha
wellll maybe i'll go bake a cake or work on my oil paiting. that's all for now..
`~Maggie~'
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