it's raining, and i'm lonely.
it's been an unbelievable rollercoaster.
up and down and up and down... i don't think i've ever experienced so many emotional extremes in a single week. it has been wrenching to say the least.
still have the flu, so my body and mind and heart are sore and wrenching.
in one of those sad music loops... so hard to get out of.
last night was Semi-Normal and it was very surreal after sharing a bottle of wine with my beautiful, strong, incredible girlfriends. there were bowls and punch involved and for a while my mind talked my body out of feeling like shit for long enough to enjoy a bit of the evening.
woke up this morning alone, sweaty and feverish in my silky pajamas, to the pouring rain outside and lots of phlegm to expell from my lungs.
so, so very lonely.
up and down and up and down... i don't think i've ever experienced so many emotional extremes in a single week. it has been wrenching to say the least.
still have the flu, so my body and mind and heart are sore and wrenching.
in one of those sad music loops... so hard to get out of.
last night was Semi-Normal and it was very surreal after sharing a bottle of wine with my beautiful, strong, incredible girlfriends. there were bowls and punch involved and for a while my mind talked my body out of feeling like shit for long enough to enjoy a bit of the evening.
woke up this morning alone, sweaty and feverish in my silky pajamas, to the pouring rain outside and lots of phlegm to expell from my lungs.
so, so very lonely.