Nov 14, 2004 22:14
I am content now with myself and have been for the past few weeks, with little to no awareness. I have often felt the strangest mixture of anxieties that hardly even seem possible. I have social anxiety and fear of being alone. I contradict myself. I am rid of all of the dramas in my life. What is left now is genuine, and if it's not, you can expect that to be gone a.s.a.p. Joy for self-respect, and self-sufficiency.