Memories of the past. I will write again.

Sep 05, 2004 17:20

May 21st 2004,

I received a journal today from the person who means the most to me. The one who gave me this life I so adore. My mother.
I once saw the journal of another aspiring as well as inspiring writer. His name, "J". He began his journal by noting his inspirations, per se, giving credit to whom deserves it. In my world, the list is small but passionate. This page is to those who influence me. Those who make me laugh. Those who make me cry, and those who compel extremes of my emotions.
My mothers strength and presence inspires me.
My fathers memory and legend. Julie P. and Gaylon J. Daddy from what I read, from what I hear... you really stood up for what you believe in.
Berk, my mentor my best friend. (a drunk that I know threw up alcohol over my words that meant so much to me. So I re-write this of Berk which were the only words tainted by inebriation.) Your words mean so much to me whether you know it or not. You create an energy never before felt. Berk mentors me in Philosophy, Reality, and the other worlds we venture to in sleep and subconsciousness. The far right of the bell curve by a long shot. Berk, the balanced Libra. Thank you.
I also must thank Mikey A.K.A. "Mikey", for loading me into a period of self discovery and learning.
The rest have affected me:
Grandmother (Leo)- In defining my spirituality.
Victor (Taurus)- Hystoryical knowledge. Russki.
Erick (Sagittarius)- Textbook knowledge, making something of myself. JUVENILE BEHAVIOR. To let go of self.
*Amanda- for bestowing upon me the gift of friendship. I thank you for this.
My wandering mind (ADHD) has left some impertinent figures out!
Mr. Garcia (Pisces, Sag. moon), my teacher who encouraged me to write and boosted my confidence. He has shapened my writing skills. I wish more people could be like Raymond Garcia.
Kenny (Virgo, Pisces moon), who has changed my overall perception of life. You may pull stuff out of your ass, but I noticed, know that. You have given me peace and serenity of mind.
Adam (Sag., Aquarius moon), My brother. THE SCIENTIST. No brother I would rather have had. He has expanded my practical intelligence. He challenges me until I prove him wrong. I love it.
Iman (Aquarius). The only one who has been by me for the entire time of knowing me. Which at the moment is at 7 years. Wow. I speak to you directly. Knowing someone so well that your life and theirs are intertwined. Being able to speak the same thought... at the same moment... because this thought we both share. I have so many words to say to you that the internet could not being to hold. I will know you forever.
Jon (Virgo/Libra), be true. Always be true. We are the REAL CREW.
And will always be just thus. REAL.

*Thank you. I will ever be influenced by the minds around me. Thank you so much.*
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