Free at last, Free at last...
I am done. I walked out at 2:30pm. I am now officially jobless and on vacation for at least two weeks.
I spent the last two hours of work talking to the owner. Telling him off and bitching about the things that have driven me to this point. Bitching him out for letting things happen like this. In essence I told him
"I have a natural inclination to bring order to chaos. I tried to do that here. I tried to improve things. But *bitch cook*, Lucy (my would be boss for a time), and you have made it impossible. This makes me frustrated. This makes me angry."
I then told him what he needs to do to make his place work, grow and thrive. The things that must change.
He then let me in on a little secret. He's firing bitch cook too. He's needed to keep it a secret. He's been planning on getting rid of her too. He is sorry I have to go but no matter what I need to get a vacation. I'm too "fucking nuts" at the moment. He has a guy starting next week that is going to take her job. A qualified, certified, and reference checked Kitchen manager type. If things work out and once she's gone he might give me a call. We'll see.
He also paid me for a full weeks work although I took last night off and left early today.
I'm going to take a shower now. I'm now going to wipe the last bit of grime from that place off me. I hope to be reborn, be transformed, to have some sort of epiphany that make the rest of my life and all the craziness I've been going through fall into place, help me find a new direction.
But most likely I'll just jerk off and take a nap.
Thanks for all your concern.
I spent the last two hours of work talking to the owner. Telling him off and bitching about the things that have driven me to this point. Bitching him out for letting things happen like this. In essence I told him
"I have a natural inclination to bring order to chaos. I tried to do that here. I tried to improve things. But *bitch cook*, Lucy (my would be boss for a time), and you have made it impossible. This makes me frustrated. This makes me angry."
I then told him what he needs to do to make his place work, grow and thrive. The things that must change.
He then let me in on a little secret. He's firing bitch cook too. He's needed to keep it a secret. He's been planning on getting rid of her too. He is sorry I have to go but no matter what I need to get a vacation. I'm too "fucking nuts" at the moment. He has a guy starting next week that is going to take her job. A qualified, certified, and reference checked Kitchen manager type. If things work out and once she's gone he might give me a call. We'll see.
He also paid me for a full weeks work although I took last night off and left early today.
I'm going to take a shower now. I'm now going to wipe the last bit of grime from that place off me. I hope to be reborn, be transformed, to have some sort of epiphany that make the rest of my life and all the craziness I've been going through fall into place, help me find a new direction.
But most likely I'll just jerk off and take a nap.
Thanks for all your concern.