Aftermath

[litlblondeducky]

It's unimaginable the impact another life can have,
Colliding with your own.
It's unbearible to hear the things people have to say,
About why they hate themselves
And therefor
Hate you.
I feel like a girl when you yell at me.
Not a person.
Not my own person.
Yours.
Because you gave me blood?
Please, I wantchu out of my system
Gimme a transfusion
I wantchu out of my system
Gimme a transfusion
Pleas alternating between
HIT ME
HUG ME
I think you luuuve me-
Sometimes.
.
.
Doom me-
Save me-
Please, gimme a transfusion
I wantchu out of my system
Gimme a transfusion
I wantchu out of my system

Denying biology is not something I strive to see
from myself.
I just don't want to travel where you steer me.
The fuck if you're gunna get the wheel again.

Gonna ROLL the wind-ows - down, cause when you drivin' it's all I can do to choke myself with these tears I WILL NOT lay down like the beat you WON'T let me hear, like the beat. You won't LET me. You won't let me here.
Swear to god, I ain't gonna hold my damn breath forever.

[slowdown]
[pullover]
[stop]

Stop the car.
I'munna walk home tuhnight.