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"Invent a memory of me and post it in the comments. It can be anything you want, so long as it's something that's never happened. Then, of course, post this to your journal and see what people would like to remember of you, only the universe failed to cooperate in making it happen so they had to make it up instead."
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i guess i just want to know what you want from me? i can give you my friendship but you know just as well as me that it will never be the same again. i also want to know something.... why am *I* so important? I am sorry i just don't get it....
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It'll never be the same again? Why?
Why are you so important? Gee, I don't know...you were a really good friend for a really long time. Do I need more reason than that? I adored you and Summaros and I have missed you both. You and I have even spoken on the phone and also it's not like you didn't know how much I cared. I had even discussed coming to visit you and Summaros sometime.
The feeling I get from your note is that you're not interested in also being my friend again, so it's not really in my hands.
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i am very glad that you are seeing things like this. because nobody can do any of those things for you except you. if you want and need support, i am willing to give it to you. but i also don't like drama, no more than you do. and it does bad things to me, it makes me miserable, probably more miserable than you realise, if i know about someone who is hurting as much as i know you have been hurting, and not seeking out for help. and i am not talking about through LJ, there is maybe some support and comforting words here but there is no actual help.
i am also hurt that things ended like they did. i was just being honest. and i want you to be honest too.
have you talked about me in your journal after i deleted you? because i haven't mentioned you once. oh, yes i mentioned some LJ drama but i didn't mention your name.
i still think about you and wonder how you are. i guess things just got too heavy for me to be able to deal with them because i knew there was nothing that *I* could do about it.
it's in your
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I may have mentioned you in my journal at the time that this happened. I think all I said was that I didn't understand why someone would abandon a friend when that's not how friendships work. I also said that I was really really hurt. Since that happened though, I've said nothing. I wouldn't have any reason to make any posts about you.
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