Ack can't sleep
Can't sleep. It's 5:11 in the morning and I can't sleep. Gona die. ugh!
Boys are so fucking retarted you know. Us girls bend over backwards to make sure we look good and we change how we act around them so they will like us more and all that crap and we try to look good for them and impress them and what do they do for us...... NOTHING! fucking maleshovanistic pigs!!!!! They exspect us to look good for them but when we do a lil extra we get"who are you trying to impress" Duh bitch I'm doing it for you, you know you are the one who just had their toungh down my throught! GOD! where do they come off and they rope you in by paying for shit and being all nice and shilverious and dreesing well and then what do they do once they have you..... THEY STOP DOING ALL THAT STUFF. Soon your going dutch everywere you go and away goes the sweaters and out come the band Tshirts and the ugly jeens!!! what the hell why don't they try to impress us once in a while damn it!!!! And my persinol favorite is the lack of commitement. such as a guy my tell you or you best friend to tellto you "I realy realy like Amie but I don't want anything serious" meaning I like Amie alot and I like being with her and I like making out with her and feeling her up and all that stuff and I want to keep on doing it but I don't want titles. UGH!!! After a month of Dating I have finaly relised what it is. Dating is the same as a relationship except for 2 things titles (such as girlfriend) and security. All dating dose is cause alot of confusion and stress for the girl who is starting to fall in like with her stupid eh guy she's dating thing. see even that sounds aquward. No titles just confusion like I'm single but I'm not single witch is totaly bazar because I'm just one big oxie moreon!! Basical Mike is my guy I'm dating we go out we have fun we chill we get to know eachother we make out and all that good stuff that new couples do but we are not a couple. It's like he's mine and I'm his part time. And last time I checked people go on like a few dates and at the same tim might see other people. Mike and I have been on about 10 dates I think pluse we have spent 48 hours together at one time and I have slep at his house. Saturday was one month and during the hole time we have been dating nither one of us have gone on a date with another persion. I have been so good I have been playing by his rules totaly and the he tells Ali "I talked to my Dad about Amie and he thinks I should date some more befor I get into anything serious" meaning I like Amie enuff to talk to my Dad about her who is like my best friend and I want to go out with her but I worship my fathers fucking feet so I woln't. GOD YOU FUCKING 23 CUT THE EMBILICAL CORD ALLREDY AND DO WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT!!!!!!! And you know what also pisses me off. He has not once told me I was prity or that he likes me or anthing. I the felings I know for sertin that he has for me come 2nd hand from Alision. Aparently he tells he that he thinks I'm great and prity and that he likes me but he dosn't tell me. I fucking tell him when he looks good the arigant bastard. oi! I'm gona die. 5:30 and I'm still not sleeping and now I'm hungry ontop of it.
I'm woried about alision I spent a long time on the phone with her tonight she was crying and all that bullshit cuz of her MIKE I'm loosing somuch respect for that boy oi. Part of this anishal post was about her issues but most mine. UGH! I hate MEN!!!!!!
Boys are so fucking retarted you know. Us girls bend over backwards to make sure we look good and we change how we act around them so they will like us more and all that crap and we try to look good for them and impress them and what do they do for us...... NOTHING! fucking maleshovanistic pigs!!!!! They exspect us to look good for them but when we do a lil extra we get"who are you trying to impress" Duh bitch I'm doing it for you, you know you are the one who just had their toungh down my throught! GOD! where do they come off and they rope you in by paying for shit and being all nice and shilverious and dreesing well and then what do they do once they have you..... THEY STOP DOING ALL THAT STUFF. Soon your going dutch everywere you go and away goes the sweaters and out come the band Tshirts and the ugly jeens!!! what the hell why don't they try to impress us once in a while damn it!!!! And my persinol favorite is the lack of commitement. such as a guy my tell you or you best friend to tellto you "I realy realy like Amie but I don't want anything serious" meaning I like Amie alot and I like being with her and I like making out with her and feeling her up and all that stuff and I want to keep on doing it but I don't want titles. UGH!!! After a month of Dating I have finaly relised what it is. Dating is the same as a relationship except for 2 things titles (such as girlfriend) and security. All dating dose is cause alot of confusion and stress for the girl who is starting to fall in like with her stupid eh guy she's dating thing. see even that sounds aquward. No titles just confusion like I'm single but I'm not single witch is totaly bazar because I'm just one big oxie moreon!! Basical Mike is my guy I'm dating we go out we have fun we chill we get to know eachother we make out and all that good stuff that new couples do but we are not a couple. It's like he's mine and I'm his part time. And last time I checked people go on like a few dates and at the same tim might see other people. Mike and I have been on about 10 dates I think pluse we have spent 48 hours together at one time and I have slep at his house. Saturday was one month and during the hole time we have been dating nither one of us have gone on a date with another persion. I have been so good I have been playing by his rules totaly and the he tells Ali "I talked to my Dad about Amie and he thinks I should date some more befor I get into anything serious" meaning I like Amie enuff to talk to my Dad about her who is like my best friend and I want to go out with her but I worship my fathers fucking feet so I woln't. GOD YOU FUCKING 23 CUT THE EMBILICAL CORD ALLREDY AND DO WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT!!!!!!! And you know what also pisses me off. He has not once told me I was prity or that he likes me or anthing. I the felings I know for sertin that he has for me come 2nd hand from Alision. Aparently he tells he that he thinks I'm great and prity and that he likes me but he dosn't tell me. I fucking tell him when he looks good the arigant bastard. oi! I'm gona die. 5:30 and I'm still not sleeping and now I'm hungry ontop of it.
I'm woried about alision I spent a long time on the phone with her tonight she was crying and all that bullshit cuz of her MIKE I'm loosing somuch respect for that boy oi. Part of this anishal post was about her issues but most mine. UGH! I hate MEN!!!!!!