If this was a game i would mind losing.
Ignore typos, if things are repeated they are prolly a typo. anyway, here's my stuff ive done in the past few weeks/months.
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Just For You
I tried to tell you everything
I thought you needed to know
Finally it's all off my chest
But now i fear what you have to show
Such and empathetic person
That's why i had to try
Now I wonder if i've failed or not
Dunno whether to laugh or cry
What's normal anymore anyway
Is that what this confusion could be called
And whats this long absent feeling
I couldn't alone have stumbled upon
With a blank stare, my minds eye wanders off
While sifting through my daily routine
I think I'm wonderin if this is life
And what, if anything, it means
I question my reasons
What good have i done in the past
How far is too far to get what you want
Push and shove to survive, or let everyone else surpass
What if i showed you what's inside
Without asking if you wanted to see
You'd tell me I barely know you
But what the hell does that mean?
So I'll start talking, just like you asked
My motives aren't at all of self gratification
You should be happy either way
With or without me causing altercations
So smile, this one's just for you
Smile, I'm sure you're beautiful when you do
Smile, cuz then I'll smile too
Here's my smile, =), Smile for you
Every
It's not really something
I care to explain
Just a crazy impulsive feeling
Running through my brain
Every Week...
I let my dreams slip
A little farther away
And I again lose the fight
What's really the tactful thing to say?
Everyday...
I try and pry out emotions
But they were never meant to escape
So i help others and it helps me
It eases my feelings of doubt & self hate
Every Hour...
I remember lasttime i wrote this way
Recalling my emotion, I was depressed
And so i must wonder
Am I again emotionally distressed
Every Minute...
I know tomorrow will be
What's considered a better day
Hopefully I'll get over myself
I'll figure out exactly what to say
Every Second..
I think of the few
Who do help me get through
Every week, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second
I think of people like you.
Untitled
If I could change the world
I doubt I'd change a thing
War, disaster, famine, & death
Yea, I'd let it all stay the same
I'd gladly play god for a day
But It'd be the worst day I ever had
I can barely please myself
Who would put the universe in my lap?
I hate making choices
Cuz i hate fucking up
Lately it's been getting better
In the past life sucked
I'm so afraid
That I'll end up alone
I've had alot of good ppl in my life
Most of which have come and gone
Not so much jealous
As i am scared
I didn't expect this
I'm so unprepared
If I came off as an ass
Just brush it off
These last few weeks have been crazy
We're punished ehough
I have all the time in the world
Wish that was true
You're a million miles away
I'd do anything for you
This all seems a little heavy
An awful lot to absorb
I'm still soaking it in myself
You do so on your own accord
You know where to find me
We should always keep in touch
Someday i hope you know the joys
Of what it's like to feel you're loved.
Angel?
I sent my feeling to the moon last night
To dance among the stars
It's okay to clear your mind
To figure out who you are
Tonight when they return to me
The stories they will tell
What they will unveil to me
About life, love, & myself
Revelations of angels
Tales of heavenly bliss
All of this said to me
As i listened in disbelief
And then...
They spoke of you.
They then began
To rant and rave
About a sultry goddess they had met
Her company, with them till dusk twas it was gladly kept
Told me of arms of love
A heart made of gold
Nostalgic about her radiant light
Forever they wished to behold
With the days end they gained a friend
Departure drawing near
Thier time together something good
But some good things must end
Nightfall breaks, the sky partakes
In a changing of the wind
Many colors, dance and prance
As our feelings together decend
Looks as if I wasn't the only one
Who let go & discover themself
Another night, another day
We again will play our souls play
But first...
Thanks for all the help.
Perfect
Infinite emotions
Spinning out of control
Tried to keep grasp
I just couldn't hold
You open me up
Like noone else can
Made me smile
As you took my hand
The first time we kissed
My whole world changed
And color slowly replaced
The old 13 shades of grey
I need you to know
Everything i do and say
Come straight from my heart
And that will never change
That one time you looked
Into my eyes
Somehow made it easier
For me to say goodbye
It still hurts though
I feel 100,000 miles away
I do think we're meant to be together
Even if you detest the idea of 'fate'
I want you to know
That i am just as scared as you
Scared that this won't work
Back at square one looking like a fool
I've said it before, I'll say it again
You can't let fear control your emotions
And you CAN'T win the 'game'
Unless you play with wholehearted devotion
I can't say much in my life
Is really all that perfect
But these last couple days were
And they were damn sure worth it
They were perfect
You are perfect
We will be perfect
I <3 you.
I know im a whiner
And I know what you're looking for
But id rather be a whiner
Then a stupid fucking whore
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
You blame your downfalls on me
Look to me for the blame
I'm done playing with you now
Cuz this isn't a game
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I'm moving on
Growing up if you will
I'm done mopeing and crying
Over milk that ive spilled
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
None of this is easy
Noone ever said it would be
Three finger are pointed your direction
Only ones towards me
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I played a part
Thats all i could do
You play a bigger one in your life
And this is your fault too
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I don't know what i'm writing
I don't go back and read
I'm writing how I feel inside
That's the only way this writing should be
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
Get on with it
Get over it please
Don't waste tomorrow
On how today should be
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I hate you
And I don't know why
I'll make it happy
With a twinkle in my eyes
Sometimes i get so angry
Sometimes i wanna die
Sometimes i just sit and write
Sometimes i wonder why
Somethings have to be this way
Somethings have got me stressed
Somethings have to be fucked up
Somethings have been a mess
Someone has fucked me over
Someone has hurt me so
Someone has to die
Someone has to go
Someone has taken time
Someone has given hope
Someone has chosen me
Sometimes i overlook things
Somethings i fail to see
Somethings i need to just let go
Somethings are just about you and me
thats it for now.
---------------------------------
Just For You
I tried to tell you everything
I thought you needed to know
Finally it's all off my chest
But now i fear what you have to show
Such and empathetic person
That's why i had to try
Now I wonder if i've failed or not
Dunno whether to laugh or cry
What's normal anymore anyway
Is that what this confusion could be called
And whats this long absent feeling
I couldn't alone have stumbled upon
With a blank stare, my minds eye wanders off
While sifting through my daily routine
I think I'm wonderin if this is life
And what, if anything, it means
I question my reasons
What good have i done in the past
How far is too far to get what you want
Push and shove to survive, or let everyone else surpass
What if i showed you what's inside
Without asking if you wanted to see
You'd tell me I barely know you
But what the hell does that mean?
So I'll start talking, just like you asked
My motives aren't at all of self gratification
You should be happy either way
With or without me causing altercations
So smile, this one's just for you
Smile, I'm sure you're beautiful when you do
Smile, cuz then I'll smile too
Here's my smile, =), Smile for you
Every
It's not really something
I care to explain
Just a crazy impulsive feeling
Running through my brain
Every Week...
I let my dreams slip
A little farther away
And I again lose the fight
What's really the tactful thing to say?
Everyday...
I try and pry out emotions
But they were never meant to escape
So i help others and it helps me
It eases my feelings of doubt & self hate
Every Hour...
I remember lasttime i wrote this way
Recalling my emotion, I was depressed
And so i must wonder
Am I again emotionally distressed
Every Minute...
I know tomorrow will be
What's considered a better day
Hopefully I'll get over myself
I'll figure out exactly what to say
Every Second..
I think of the few
Who do help me get through
Every week, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second
I think of people like you.
Untitled
If I could change the world
I doubt I'd change a thing
War, disaster, famine, & death
Yea, I'd let it all stay the same
I'd gladly play god for a day
But It'd be the worst day I ever had
I can barely please myself
Who would put the universe in my lap?
I hate making choices
Cuz i hate fucking up
Lately it's been getting better
In the past life sucked
I'm so afraid
That I'll end up alone
I've had alot of good ppl in my life
Most of which have come and gone
Not so much jealous
As i am scared
I didn't expect this
I'm so unprepared
If I came off as an ass
Just brush it off
These last few weeks have been crazy
We're punished ehough
I have all the time in the world
Wish that was true
You're a million miles away
I'd do anything for you
This all seems a little heavy
An awful lot to absorb
I'm still soaking it in myself
You do so on your own accord
You know where to find me
We should always keep in touch
Someday i hope you know the joys
Of what it's like to feel you're loved.
Angel?
I sent my feeling to the moon last night
To dance among the stars
It's okay to clear your mind
To figure out who you are
Tonight when they return to me
The stories they will tell
What they will unveil to me
About life, love, & myself
Revelations of angels
Tales of heavenly bliss
All of this said to me
As i listened in disbelief
And then...
They spoke of you.
They then began
To rant and rave
About a sultry goddess they had met
Her company, with them till dusk twas it was gladly kept
Told me of arms of love
A heart made of gold
Nostalgic about her radiant light
Forever they wished to behold
With the days end they gained a friend
Departure drawing near
Thier time together something good
But some good things must end
Nightfall breaks, the sky partakes
In a changing of the wind
Many colors, dance and prance
As our feelings together decend
Looks as if I wasn't the only one
Who let go & discover themself
Another night, another day
We again will play our souls play
But first...
Thanks for all the help.
Perfect
Infinite emotions
Spinning out of control
Tried to keep grasp
I just couldn't hold
You open me up
Like noone else can
Made me smile
As you took my hand
The first time we kissed
My whole world changed
And color slowly replaced
The old 13 shades of grey
I need you to know
Everything i do and say
Come straight from my heart
And that will never change
That one time you looked
Into my eyes
Somehow made it easier
For me to say goodbye
It still hurts though
I feel 100,000 miles away
I do think we're meant to be together
Even if you detest the idea of 'fate'
I want you to know
That i am just as scared as you
Scared that this won't work
Back at square one looking like a fool
I've said it before, I'll say it again
You can't let fear control your emotions
And you CAN'T win the 'game'
Unless you play with wholehearted devotion
I can't say much in my life
Is really all that perfect
But these last couple days were
And they were damn sure worth it
They were perfect
You are perfect
We will be perfect
I <3 you.
I know im a whiner
And I know what you're looking for
But id rather be a whiner
Then a stupid fucking whore
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
You blame your downfalls on me
Look to me for the blame
I'm done playing with you now
Cuz this isn't a game
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I'm moving on
Growing up if you will
I'm done mopeing and crying
Over milk that ive spilled
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
None of this is easy
Noone ever said it would be
Three finger are pointed your direction
Only ones towards me
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I played a part
Thats all i could do
You play a bigger one in your life
And this is your fault too
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I don't know what i'm writing
I don't go back and read
I'm writing how I feel inside
That's the only way this writing should be
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
Get on with it
Get over it please
Don't waste tomorrow
On how today should be
Thats all this is
Thats all you were
Thats all youll ever be
I hate you
And I don't know why
I'll make it happy
With a twinkle in my eyes
Sometimes i get so angry
Sometimes i wanna die
Sometimes i just sit and write
Sometimes i wonder why
Somethings have to be this way
Somethings have got me stressed
Somethings have to be fucked up
Somethings have been a mess
Someone has fucked me over
Someone has hurt me so
Someone has to die
Someone has to go
Someone has taken time
Someone has given hope
Someone has chosen me
Sometimes i overlook things
Somethings i fail to see
Somethings i need to just let go
Somethings are just about you and me
thats it for now.