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[lithiumlullaby]

So someone please tell me...

whats wrong with me?!

Why do I still suck?
Why do people still treat me like shit?
Why do all these people I consider friends not consider me one?
Why am I still last picked?
Why do people still throw shit at me?
Why am I still horrendous?
Why does everyone look down on me?
Why don't people see that this hurts?
Why is this happening?
What did I do wrong?