your car is what you make it

[lithiumdeeprest]

alone in my car
on this cold winter night
with a bottle in my hand
and a candle for light
i snuck out around 12 o clock tonight
to sit in my car and drink...and write

this tastes so bad alone
and with a bad taste in my mouth
because this is the 2nd saturday night
of forgotten plans in a row
and its starting to show
how much you care

maybe this is all just a mistake
and maybe i should drive this car
as far as it goes through the snow
maybe ill get lucky
and i wont see the turn coming
and you wont have to forget about me again
ill paint this snow red
and youll have to remember me instead

and as i walk back to my house
the flame dances then goes out
covered in snow our fire
has just gone out
back inside the lights flicker
then the night is dark again