2 tonight..im on a roll...why does being depressed make me write?

[lithiumdeeprest]

your right on my heels
with a gun in your hand
so mad at what i did
you just wont forgive and forget
it keeps coming back to haunt you
it keeps you awake at night
it wont leave you alone
no matter how far away i am

escape
from the memories of the past
escape
from what youd like to forget
escape
escape
escape from what i did
escape from past experiences
escape from all the lies
find a way to escape

someday youll catch me
you hunt me down with a bullet
put it right through my heart
till the blood washes away the past
follow me in an angry rage
follow me till im face down
washing away the past
with nothing but red

escape
from the memories of the past
escape
from what youd like to forget
escape
escape
escape from what i did
escape from past experiences
escape from all the lies
find a way to escape

if youd forgive and forget
id be by your side
wed be together forever
and id be able to lift you up again
but im face down in the mud
in a pool of my own blood
i washed away your fears
but who will wash away their tears

ive actually been thinking about this one for a while...