where the hell am i....
if in any way
i run out of things to say
or forget your name
then its all the same
you mean as little
as i do to myself
if that makes sense
im not positive
you have no purpose
except the one you serve
and that is on your own terms
so dont blame me
when u cant see
why you arent me
if in any way
that didnt come out wrong
i apologize
it was supposed to
and also for being there
when oyu needed it most
cause i knew it meant something
just wasnt sure what
you have no purpose
except the one you serve
and that is on your own terms
so dont blame me
when u cant see
why you arent me
maybe one day this will make sense
maybe one day and maybe one day ill repent
i wasnt being sarcastic there
not at all and keep thinking i wasnt
because you wont know the difference
if you trick yourself like i always do
and maybe one day it might make sense
but if so i probably still wont get it
i back up my choice of words fully
and i still have one last thing to say
you have no purpose
except the one you serve
and that is on your own terms
so dont blame me
when u cant see
why you arent me
i lied of course
i have no remorse
the last thing i have to say
wont come out the right way
it might go something like this
hopefully theres nothing i missed
this all makes me wonder why
this is our last goodbye
it makes no fucking sense
tonight was awesome, i hung out with lauren, mark, jill, megan, chris, eric, jillian at the pit for the concert in the park and had an awesome time then came back to my house with lauren and "watched" the end of airheads which is the best movie ever, then we played fooseball or however u spell it and she won...but only bc i was dead tired and like couldnt walk straight...right now i cant think straight maybe thats where the above thing came from lol... last night i slept over marks house and this morning i mowed the lawn and hung out with mark, yesterday me mark and eric went clamming illegally and got caught by state/marine police :/ the guy let us off cause we were in kayaks i guess but we almost sold 50$ worth of clams too 2 boats...idk where i am goodnight
i run out of things to say
or forget your name
then its all the same
you mean as little
as i do to myself
if that makes sense
im not positive
you have no purpose
except the one you serve
and that is on your own terms
so dont blame me
when u cant see
why you arent me
if in any way
that didnt come out wrong
i apologize
it was supposed to
and also for being there
when oyu needed it most
cause i knew it meant something
just wasnt sure what
you have no purpose
except the one you serve
and that is on your own terms
so dont blame me
when u cant see
why you arent me
maybe one day this will make sense
maybe one day and maybe one day ill repent
i wasnt being sarcastic there
not at all and keep thinking i wasnt
because you wont know the difference
if you trick yourself like i always do
and maybe one day it might make sense
but if so i probably still wont get it
i back up my choice of words fully
and i still have one last thing to say
you have no purpose
except the one you serve
and that is on your own terms
so dont blame me
when u cant see
why you arent me
i lied of course
i have no remorse
the last thing i have to say
wont come out the right way
it might go something like this
hopefully theres nothing i missed
this all makes me wonder why
this is our last goodbye
it makes no fucking sense
tonight was awesome, i hung out with lauren, mark, jill, megan, chris, eric, jillian at the pit for the concert in the park and had an awesome time then came back to my house with lauren and "watched" the end of airheads which is the best movie ever, then we played fooseball or however u spell it and she won...but only bc i was dead tired and like couldnt walk straight...right now i cant think straight maybe thats where the above thing came from lol... last night i slept over marks house and this morning i mowed the lawn and hung out with mark, yesterday me mark and eric went clamming illegally and got caught by state/marine police :/ the guy let us off cause we were in kayaks i guess but we almost sold 50$ worth of clams too 2 boats...idk where i am goodnight