Jun 05, 2006 20:38
This will probably be my last LJ entry.
I would just like to say, that anyone who can side with her is clouting their own vision. Anyone who can support someone like that is...unworthy of life itself. If you can't see through the facade yourself, you probably just haven't gotten to know her close enough or long enough. If you can settle for her neverending deceit, her eternal aspersions, then fine. As blind as you are, I can't make you see it, nor would I want to make you see it. You can be comfortable in your unknowing, ingnorant solace.
I don't really know how to tell any of you this, and I don't even know if you'll believe me. In fact, I doubt you'll believe me to begin with. You're all so brainwashed and myopic towards me, you're so engraved into the background of everything that you simply want someone to look at and believe. Since most of you have already chosen the "intelligent" one, the "one with the future"...this is an almost certainly fruitless effort...but at least I've tried. If you think that doing the same, monotonous, candid, procedures each day is the definition of success, I pity you. I not only pity you; I also execrate you. You have no place to tell me that success is doing the same thing everyone else is doing; that a soporific life begets a prosperous life. You cannot tell me that a life of ignorant objectivity will lead down the path of wealth.
As I've said for years...I cannot make you believe in my mindset, but I can try. If you're all willing to hate me for her, then...your decision.