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[lithium_tremor]

i wont climb, i refuse
i will not climb the mountain to get higher
i got high on my ground
and i will not step
upon your ladder
because the pedestal you placed me on
you carried me there in your mind
in your heart
and with my own feet i do not climb
because your pedestal is high
and im afraid of those heights.
i try to keep my feet upon the solid ground
i try to walk until i trip
tripping over the wires of your guilt
and i do not want the burden
no i do not want the burden
to keep you locked up in my box
and be trusted not to lose the key
and be trusted not to set you free.
my shoulder blades are crushing
under the weight of all the world
and the curse their god has laid on me
and you showed me how the world
it keeps turning with or without us all.
you got caught up in yesturday
and i cannot climb back over the wall.