Oh god how did this get here I'm not good with computers ;_;

Dec 15, 2005 17:58

So, my life as of late has been kind of shitty. I guess I can be grateful that I have a roof over my head, and a loving boyfriend who will support me while things are down. Other than that, there isn't much else. I work very little, sometimes 10 hours a week. We don't really have much food in our house. The cats have no food so I have been feeding them scrambled eggs and pizza (they are not my cats so I do not buy their food, it is not my responsibility, but I try to feed them what I can so that they don't starve to death... Brian is a bad father >:( ).

I have a speeding ticket for $121 to pay. I have until February 11th to pay it; after the 11th they charge me more and my credit goes down. I busted Brad's car on Saturday. I was pulling out of the parking lot at 8th St Family Pizza, and slid into the curb. It had been raining so I was trying to be as careful as possible, but it was just too icey I couldn't stop. A guy at work last night said I probably bent my tire rod (I think?), and that it could cost me up to $300 to fix :/

I asked my grandparents for new glasses for christmas. I'm going to try to get an appointment in while I'm at home next week and get them done then. It will be easier, as the doctor there knows my eyes and stuff. I want a new camera for christmas, but that's not going to happen. My aunt said she was just going to give me cash for a present but that is kind of... not personal. Oh well. I guess it will help pay my speeding ticket. I'm not getting any of my friends a present, not even Brad. I bought my brother some guitar picks but I used the money my grandpa gave me to get his present from them for that. It makes me feel kind of shitty and useless that I can't give anyone anything this year, but I can't really do anything about that. If I had money, I would totally get everyone something, even if it was just a $10 gift certificate for Thomas Cook or something lame like that. Unfortunately, I am broke and can't even afford to feed myself this christmas season.

I'm so glad I'm going home on Tuesday. I will be able to eat a full meal every day for a week. I'm going to enjoy it so much. I plan on cooking for my brother and sister and aunt a few days. I have a few neat ideas for dinner while I am home. I want to make cookies too. I like cooking, it makes me happy. It's relaxing, and I get to enjoy my hard work after. Like admiring a song or painting after it is finished. Only it's tastey and filling :) Brad jokes that the only reason he keeps me around is for my cooking, but sometimes I think that really is the only thing I'm good for.
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