Aug 21, 2005 01:07
I'm back to reading and writing posts. I'm sorry but I was getting many triggers to cut, so I just wanted to get away from at least one cause for a while. I hope that all of you are doing well!! ^_^
Things have gotten a lot better. Especially today!! Today was one of the best so far this summer! I went to the mall to watch Sue at her Fashion Show. And of course she was rockin` and kicking ass! LOL! She's one of like a few people that posed at all. She was all like, "Pissh-aw! Get outta mah way kiddies! I know what I'm doing!" Then it was just one pose after another! Lol! After that Her, her mom, mike , and me helped her pick out clothes and watch her try them on at Deb. It was more fun than it sounds, believe me. I just wish that I could have met her boyfriend. He really seems like a nice guy and they really get along! And I'm glad for them, honestly!
Sue got many new beautiful outfits and I even picked up a cd for myself! S.O.A.D. Steal this album. and of course I've been rocking out to it! Lol
After the mall, Sue came over and went swimming with me and my little cousin. Who was spitting out every Zim quote he could think of. I think I've got him additicted. ((Yesss!! Another Zim minon! )) Later we called Lola and milked every answer to every question. It was great. Kinda a prank phone call but at the same time it wasn't. A Prank-finding out the truth-phone call. Anyway it was great fun. A total blast!
Also, as of yesterday it has been 2 months and 3 weeks since I've cut. I can't believe I've made it this far! I'm pretty much amazed! But I've created absolutly splen-difer-ious support system. And I owe a HUGE thanks to Sue! Because she has lotion for every rough patch! ((Inside metaphor))
I really can't believe I've come so far. From the deepest inner hell to comming out alright. I'm beginning to like the "newer" me. As cheesy as it may sound, it's the truth!