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As of Friday It's been 2 and a half months since I last cut. Which is really great considering what I've been through. I haven't seen my theripist in over two months which doesn't help. But because of some upcomming issues, I'm going to ask my mom to make an apt. soon. My aunt is gettting a divorce the day after my mom's birthday. I'm not even sure if we will be able to celebrate. I know I can't get her anything because I have no money at all. And she says that she does want anything. And that it isn't my job to get her anything. But I still feel really bad for it. The best that I can do is make her a card and make her dinner or something.
Also, school is just weeks away. I'm not ready. I have no clothes or supplies. I'm not even sure if I can get new clothes because of all the things that have gone wrong this summer. With the pool pump going up, the 4 basement floods and the car accident it's starting to take a toll on what we can and can't have. I'm nervous. Really I am.
To make matters worse my dad is going on vaction next week. Third time this summer. Which means staying in my rooms for hours on end waiting for him to go upstairs. ::sigh:: I don't know what I'm going to do.
Also, school is just weeks away. I'm not ready. I have no clothes or supplies. I'm not even sure if I can get new clothes because of all the things that have gone wrong this summer. With the pool pump going up, the 4 basement floods and the car accident it's starting to take a toll on what we can and can't have. I'm nervous. Really I am.
To make matters worse my dad is going on vaction next week. Third time this summer. Which means staying in my rooms for hours on end waiting for him to go upstairs. ::sigh:: I don't know what I'm going to do.