AHHHHH ... so fucking pissed!
so many things are pissing me off right now ... my dad, my mom , everybody thinks im doing drugs ... what the fuck ... i can see where they would think that sence i havent slept in 4 days ... but when i tell ya im not ... IM NOT ..my dad thinks im doing speed .. he's asked me about it several times .. my sisters think so ... i dont get it .... i wish people could realize i just cant sleep ... i cant eat ... my body aches ... and i dont know why ... but i know its not drugs ... i havent even drank or smoked in a few weeks ... im farely clean ... i just wish people would realize im not doing drugs ... im thinking about going to the hospital and getting checked out ... to see what might be wrong ... but i dont know yet ..
thats it .. kayla
thats it .. kayla