whats happened sence my last entry

[lithium87kay420]

well ... chris ... thats a story to tell .. he asked me out again ... AAAAAAAA ... i was happy .. i told him yes instead of no like the first time ... but ... unfortunately it was all weird and awkward ... like we didnt hardly talk or anything ... i think its that whole being friends too long .. and around eachother everyday ... then being together

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[dark_angel42069]

The way I see it is . Chris dosent know how to deal with the ackwardness. I dont understand how he couldnt of known dating his bestfriend would be ackward. It takes time to get past. Ackwardness is a stage in every relationship your ever going to get into. But it will pass and then theres the lovey dovey stage where u cant keep your hands off each other . Then theres alright enough of this fooling around lets rub nastys . lol I think in time you guys will get back together when Chris pulls his thumb out of his ass. U cant ignore how you feel bout someone . U both still like each other and it might happen again. But dont get ur hopes up. Go with the flow. go were ever it may take u. dont be down over it. Its just hes not ready . Its nothing you did .

Dani

hey

[mikaylove]

i agree with dani just give it time kay, if its meant to be maybe you guys can work past the weirdness, if not your still really good friends, but i think u guys look cute, i think that maybe someday you'll both be ready to try again

Re: hey

[lithium87kay420]

thanks misti .. for being here for me ... im here for you too .. so anytime ya wanna hangout .. just swing by .. u know where i lay my head at night .. and my # is 869-4669...so call if ya ever wanna talk or chill..

kayla

Re: hey

[mikaylove]

ill try to get over there during the vacation, give me a day, ill try my hardest

Re: hey

[lithium87kay420]

alrighty ... i'd try and call first ... just incase .. so u dont waste gas and us not be there ..

laterz
kayla

thanks

[lithium87kay420]

i hope thats all it is .. i really like him .. he means alot to me .. and i really do care about him ..i've never like ANYONE like i like him ... i think its love .. lol .. ha ... no such bullshit to that ... love is for saps ... soak it up crybabies .. be prepared to get hurt ... ok .. got that off my chest of how i think love is fake and full of bullshit .. so on with it yo .. lol .. thanks i dont know how long i really wanna wait for him .. i want to .. and know it would be worth it .. but it a way im afriad it wont be worth it ... at the same time .. and just a waste of wait and breath ... i dunno tho ... im confused over the entire ordeal .. oh well .. i'll just have to see where tomorrow takes me ...
kayla