isnt it funny!?!?!?!?!

[lithium87kay420]

isnt it funny how one person can flip ur entire world up-side-down? ... i hate that ... and how one person can make you so happy .. but so sad at the same time ... and how everything you hate about that person blanks out because you refuse to let ur self see it ... i hate love ..its so not worth it .. maybe one day when you actually can find someone who loves you back .. not thinks they love you .. i mean actually knowing ... but .. are there even people out there like that ... and the ones that are left .. are as scared as you are ...i wish people didnt play games with other peoples hearts .. its not fair .. its not funny .. and its not right ...

why .. huh? ... why did you even ask me ... you didnt know what you were saying ... i thought you were better than that ... whats gonna happen when i do find someone else .. are u gonna try and hold me down .. and keep me from having anyone .. just so that when you are ready .. i'll be there ... i cant do that ... i've held on for a long time now .. and im realizing its not worth it .. ur not worth it ..dont get me wrong ... i still care about you .. but im not up for getting my heart broken ..

love sucks ... how does anyone ever survive it .. if anyone knows how to get over a broken heart let me know .. im miserable ....

ahhhhhh...fuck it ... im just gonna get shit faced and pass out ...