just a little poem .. i wrote it like a long ass time ago

[lithium87kay420]

siolent and still
all a round me it appears
except for my soul
that screams from its fears.
my heart bleeds black
its punctures so deep
the screaming and fighting
keeps me from sleep
a voice with anger
rattles my mind
i look for the siolence
a place i cant find
hopeless and scared
i shall sit and wait
and listen to the voices
that i oh so deeply hate
trapped in a hole
no light can shine through
i've tried almost everything
and nothing will do
but until the time comes
when i am set free
i just hope they all know
it all comes back times 3