i need help!!

[lithium24]

ia m so scared right now. i need help and guidance!! i dont know if i have a place to go when i get out of here and i dont even know if i can get out of here!!! i am trying to find ways to figure shit out but i just dont know how. i am open to any sugestions on how i am suposed to make it through these next couple months.

oh and i now have the startling realization that i am not very attractive at all acording to a few local girls i have talked too....think ill go shoot myself now.