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...So today sucked. I had what I'm going to call a panic attack, but was in fact much worse. I don't know if I can handle what happened.
Regardless, I went to school and unloaded the kiln, only to find that my glazes ran like crazy. Went to class, left early to sand the glaze off the robots and felt sick. I'm pretty sure I hit my head during the panic attack, and something about the noise and the vibrations of using the belt sander just made me feel sick.
People assumed I was concussed and sent me home.
I just want to forget today. Today made me feel like a terrible person, and I can't talk about it until either next thursday or later because I have so much going on. Effing A.
Regardless, I went to school and unloaded the kiln, only to find that my glazes ran like crazy. Went to class, left early to sand the glaze off the robots and felt sick. I'm pretty sure I hit my head during the panic attack, and something about the noise and the vibrations of using the belt sander just made me feel sick.
People assumed I was concussed and sent me home.
I just want to forget today. Today made me feel like a terrible person, and I can't talk about it until either next thursday or later because I have so much going on. Effing A.