May 07, 2006 14:27
So I was totally planning on updating today. I spent the whole morning writing. It's only a couple pages, and nowhere near finished, but it's more than I've done in a couple days. Sorry, life just got crazy. And I'm slow anyway. I had to scrap what I originally had and start over yesterday because it was on the complete wrong tangent and just not going where I wanted it to, and blah bitty blah. So I'll try to get it posted tomorrow.
The reason it won't be finished today:
My mom called and reminded me that I had paperwork to fill out pertaining to this rather nasty lawsuit against me, and it's going to take aaaaalllll day. UGH. Stupid person; I was only going ten miles an hour when I hit her car THREE YEARS AGO. Get over it.
It's going to give me a coronary. Not only that, but they're saying I have to call my ex as a witness because he was in the car with me. He is a complete PSYCHO that I had to move three thousand miles away from so that he would stop stalking me and sending me death threats. I didn't even tell most of my friends that I was going. Just my boss and my family. One or two people besides that. And I know him well enough to know that he will perjure himself in court and say it was entirely MY fault, just to get at me. He'll get a big kick out of it. But not only that; I'll die before I ever see him again. I really will. I almost passed out just thinking about it. My blood pressure skyrocketed; I could feel it behind my eyes, you know? And my vision got all spotty.
If they force me to see him again, I'll pray for my plane to crash. Or better yet, I'll jump out of it. I don't even care if my story never gets updated again. I know I'm not strong enough to see him in person. Even if it has been two years.
HELP!
angst,
lawsuit,
writing