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What the hell did I used to do online for six hours every day? I can't figure it out.
Anywho, life is good. Got a promotion at work, so I'm back to being the store manager at Blockbuster. Try as I might, I still feel pathetic. Hm. I really want to go back to school. To learn things. And stuff. And maybe get a piece of paper that says I can do something besides work in retail for the rest of my life. Because retail sucks.
And for the first time in pretty much ever, I'm spending more time with my friends than alone. That feels really nice. Makes me feel more my age (which happens to be 22), and less like I'm 37.
So why, with all these great and wonderful things, do I still feel so very very depressed? I can't fathom it, really. I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
Maybe I'm just in a funk. I hope this goes away.
And to all the people who are just here for the story updates, I FEEL AWFUL about not updating. I'm really going to try and get another chapter out this week...it's about half written. You should reread it while you're waiting, lol. And leave me more comments. Just kidding. Not really. But seriously.
..uhh..
Okay, yes, going to watch Numb3rs now, and get some sleep.
Why does all this grammar and spelling just look wrong when I know it's right?
Anywho, life is good. Got a promotion at work, so I'm back to being the store manager at Blockbuster. Try as I might, I still feel pathetic. Hm. I really want to go back to school. To learn things. And stuff. And maybe get a piece of paper that says I can do something besides work in retail for the rest of my life. Because retail sucks.
And for the first time in pretty much ever, I'm spending more time with my friends than alone. That feels really nice. Makes me feel more my age (which happens to be 22), and less like I'm 37.
So why, with all these great and wonderful things, do I still feel so very very depressed? I can't fathom it, really. I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
Maybe I'm just in a funk. I hope this goes away.
And to all the people who are just here for the story updates, I FEEL AWFUL about not updating. I'm really going to try and get another chapter out this week...it's about half written. You should reread it while you're waiting, lol. And leave me more comments. Just kidding. Not really. But seriously.
..uhh..
Okay, yes, going to watch Numb3rs now, and get some sleep.
Why does all this grammar and spelling just look wrong when I know it's right?