Still Kicking..In a sense

[litepuppie]

I have something i would like to share with you all. It is somethings that has made me think a little bit differently. take from this what you will.

Apology

We Often Feel we have to apologize to other people when we have
done them injustice, but we never extend the courtesy to ourselves.

I OWE ME AN APOLOGY

I owe me an apology for the emotional abuse I've allowed me to
suffer

I owe me an apology for believing in someone more then i did in
me

I owe me an apology for not listening to me

I owe me an apology for ignoring my needs

I owe me an apology for hurting my feelings by sometimes not
wanting to be me

I owe me an apology for the embarrassment I've caused myself

I owe me an apology for all these wrongs I inflicted upon myself
and ask myself to recognize my shortcomings to understand and
Forgive me for the long suffering and pain

I never Meant to Let me Hurt me

I APOLOGIZE....

~Inner Voice

I want to thank you all for taking the time to read this post and get a small insight to the inner workings of a mind without much to live for, but to find strength  in the fact that survival through any issue and through any type of problem only makes you stronger.

This is dedicated to a friend of mine Joshua H. Stevens for whom which is no longer with us and his memory and laughter will always be in my heart..

Joshua,

I am sorry that over the years we did not reconnect and that the only way we get to do this is because you are no longer with us. I shed tears for the lost time that was not reconstructed because of pettier things and less important issues. I am sorry that for all these years apart the only lasting impression beyond your soul was the fight that which sent our friendship spinning into the empty void that is the world around us. This world will be a little dimmer without you my friend.......so I play When I'm Gone for you my friend because it was you favorite one. Eternal rest for you is something you never got in life.