Return in Force
I guess this is where I am suppose to break down and cry my eyes out because I have not posted in like forever and I should be telling you of the horrors of my life, well this isn't one of those because I don't have anything to really cry or whine about. In my life there are problems but believe me they are minor things that would not amount to much because I don't let them bother me much. I think about the days as they go by and I get to be the audience to the greatest play in the entire world as I watch other people's worlds crumble around me. In that thought I feel like an immortal watching a Kingdom raise to the sky and fall to the earth. My friends that all hang around me are all monsters but have yet to realize this fact about themselves; and in that right since I being the minority of those monsters that would make me the monster I suppose but yeah that is how i see things so far.
I feel like I am in a dream that I can't wake up from because every moment is just another moment that passes too fast for me to really grasp on to. Which I suppose is a horrid thing since time passing like that would be bad. Something in my world is not as it should be....I say this because I am not truely happy like I use to be in my younger years. Sometimes I just don't want to be around people and just be at the beach on the water with my board with the shore to my back and the sun on my face with only the sound of the waves with my hair draped in front of my face. Sometimes I wonder if what I am doing in life is what I should be doing because I wanted to be a translator for a long as time as well as I a lawyer and I have stopped on the language route and lost my passion for it, it makes me wonder weather or not I can keep my law passion as well....godamn it I went all Emmo......pfft fuck it. Well that is my story and I am stickin to it....
I feel like I am in a dream that I can't wake up from because every moment is just another moment that passes too fast for me to really grasp on to. Which I suppose is a horrid thing since time passing like that would be bad. Something in my world is not as it should be....I say this because I am not truely happy like I use to be in my younger years. Sometimes I just don't want to be around people and just be at the beach on the water with my board with the shore to my back and the sun on my face with only the sound of the waves with my hair draped in front of my face. Sometimes I wonder if what I am doing in life is what I should be doing because I wanted to be a translator for a long as time as well as I a lawyer and I have stopped on the language route and lost my passion for it, it makes me wonder weather or not I can keep my law passion as well....godamn it I went all Emmo......pfft fuck it. Well that is my story and I am stickin to it....