The Radio's Voice
I don't write in here with as much frequency as I used to.
Kinda sad because I like having a record of "the ways things were."
bah.
Jess and I picked up Sophia today.
Leti is stressed. she was crying a little, and I gave her a twenty because she had no money no food nothing for the baby. (I forgot... i also paid for me mum's groceries the other day. i can't forget that.)
It was strange because Jessica said something like, "why does nothing work out for us?"
but i think, nothing is working out for anybody right now.
if there is anything i have learned from people, it is that each family has its own problems.
some families hate each other, some families are poor.
we all have our problems.
but we don't let anybody else know about them, and so everybody
sits alone and thinks and crys, "why am I the only one?"
but we are not alone. right?
we are all together, floating like drowned flies in misery, until we see we are not alone.
until we touch someone there in the darkness besides us, and say,
"well..... here we are floating... but we might as well swim, right?"
right?